Gina was angry, and rightfully so. Life had stolen all from her. People had lied about her, siblings rivalry
wounded her up and tied her in chains. People even
passed rumors that she was mentally unstable and the crowd gulped it up and
stepped away from her daintily. In her
pain and loneliness, she stood alone.
She cried herself to sleep many nights.
Hope was gone washed down a dirty drain.
Then one night, as she was weeping, she heard a calm Voice
speak deep within her. Warm and
strong. A Voice that could break
stones. A Voice that sounded like the
rushing of the purest waters.
That wonderful calming Voice said, "Don’t cry my child,
these are tears of hurt and buried anger.
Release it!"
With those words, a sweet peace draped Gina like a
blanket and she slept like a baby.
Early the next morning, when golden rays of dawn danced on
her face, she awoke, warm and peaceful.
She remembered that wonderful Voice.
He told her "These are tears of hurt and buried anger, release
it!"
"But how?" thought Gina wonderingly. How do we release hurt, how do we release
anger?
A realization dawned on Gina slowly. Forgiveness is a spiritual transaction. We cannot do it naturally.
It starts with a step towards going to greatest forgiveness on
Earth...at the Cross of Calvary, in
Jesus. Gina had to go to Jesus. She asked Him to give her the power to
forgive. He was the Great Forgiver. Who could teach her better than Him?
She prayed and asked and pleaded.
Nothing happened for a few weeks.
Gina did not give up. She
continued with dogged determination.
Her soul had rooms filled with cobwebs of
unforgiveness. She had to forgive those
who hurt her and then only, something wonderful would happen. Those cobwebs and the dust of unforgiveness
would be washed right out of her soul!
One silver dawn, Gina got up. "This is the day", she seemed to hear a Voice
say. Something welled up inside Gina and
she suddenly started to weep, weep tears of joy because something had flown out
of her, that bitterness, black grudges and internal seething anger.
Suddenly she felt a love she never
experienced before. She knelt down and
worshiped the Lord, overwhelmed at His great Love and also His Great
Forgiveness.
The names and faces of the ones who hurt Gina began to rise
before her. She wrote those names in a
piece and paper and prayed before each name saying "I forgive you through
Jesus, I could not do it on my own."
After this Gina burned that piece of paper and for the first
time in years, Gina felt free.
In time a miracle happened.
Gina started to change, become joyous and drew people to her. It was the Presence of Jesus in her life.
Then another miracle happened. Some of her offenders started to become
actually "nice" to her. They
never actually apologized, but became "nicer." Gina was so full and complete in herself and
in God that she never expected an apology.
Gina learned a powerful secret during that season and for the rest of her life. In the
Road of Forgiveness, the Power of the Law of Love reigns and the Rule of the
Kingdom of Darkness has to depart when we practice this. In forgiveness and love, we gain dividends of
joy and peace in a victorious new life!
Gina's chains were broken. She was free at last!
Luke 23:34 "Jesus
said, Father forgive them, for they know not what they are doing."
Silver Rain is a devotional based on true incidents. I called it Silver Rain because I had a vision of beautiful silver rain falling down. I saw a musical later with beautiful gentle rain falling down. Later, I opened the Bible and found the verse Ezekiel 34:26 I will make them and the places surrounding my hill a blessing. I will send down showers in season; there will be showers of blessing. There is always blessing in showers of rain. The Word of God refreshes and replenishes us spiritually. May Silver Rain replenish and refresh you. This is my prayer for you.
Rita.
Some of the names of the individuals have been changed to protect their privacy.
Rita.
Some of the names of the individuals have been changed to protect their privacy.
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